My Pain

Will I ever understand
what I am feeling?
How do you explain
an arching heart?
A heart, lonely and innocent
with the pain of the world.
It starts to beat faster
when I talk to you.
When I see your smile,
my heart could just die!
I'm sitting on my bed
surrendered by my Blues,
soundless tears fall down my face.
Can they understand my pain?
A pain of loneliness.
A pain of fear.
Do you feel the same,
my dear????